I'll see you in my dreams

The Hours. The Days. The Months. They pass and fall like leaves. Falling between us, as our separation grows deeper. Till it sinks down to the core. And I watch you from far away. Watching you, happy. Good. I'm glad. What I would give to laugh with you again. What I would do to be able to talk to you.. You were the only one I could tell every thought that passed over. Now I just whisper it to you in my dreams. Where you'll stay forever. because my dreams are a much nicer place than where we stand now.
So for now,

I'll see you in my dreams

Hair.

"Fashion is our passion,
Science is our strength."

People think we are girls and boys who are bubblegum bimbos who just fiddle with hair and gossip in the salon. No. It takes so much to get where we are. It takes more than just a couple fash. sess. (Fashion sessions) to get where we are. It takes a few years to learn so much and grow and learn. It's more than just the hair and the nails. It's the anatomy, the skill, the talent. someone may have the talent but not the true depth in every trick of the trade. Excuse me, person who cuts her friends hair in the bathroom, can you name every disease of the skin? Excuse me, person who cuts there children's hair in the kitchen, do you take the time to set up an entire SMA? Do you even know what a SMA is?
No.
Yes, your haircut may be free, but no you are not receiving the professional hair care you should be if they shampoo and condition your hair with Pantene. Just take a twenty and go to Hair Masters, at least they know what they are doing.
We are people of education. We know the job, we know what to do, and we'll work with you and your hair to make it look awesomely amazing.

We have the fashion for passion.
And we know the science of our passion.

You Found Me

Charming, he was. Foolish, was I. He'd push me down and I would laugh thinking nothing of it. He was standing there laughing at me the whole time, I was young, naive.

Then there you were, while I was running back, you kept pulling me closer and closer to you. Then finally the only thing I was running from was him, into your arms. You caught me, you held me until the tears washed away, and the winds slowed down to a breeze, and the sand sunk me deep into your warmth. Your voice a beacon in the storm.

You Found Me. When I was trying to find my way out of the thrashing waves that were drowning me. You Found Me. While I was trying to run and hide.

Now I search for you, knowing my heavy heart would be found. Knowing you would find it and hold it till the very day it slowed and simmered to a steady line. And beyond that you would forever hold my heart, and forever hold me. Even running away would never do me good, you'd just find me and calm me. Although I could never run.

Not after all you have done for me.

When I'm angry you shower me with kindness and kisses. When I'm sad you hold me in your arms and just listen to me. When I'm anything at all you take care of me. You melt me away till I'm nothing but a flame and fire that can never be blown out.
Every atom of my heart is loving you right now.

You've ruined me for any other person. I'm forever yours.
You have no idea how fast my heart races when I see you.

Because You Found Me.

I Still Believe In Your Friendship

In your letters. In your fresh smile. In your laughs. Most of all,


I still believe in your Friendship.

I Love you with my bones.

      We were laying on the couch watching television. He rest his arm over my should and his hand lay gently on my shoulder while I rested my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat, trying to ignore the noise of the television in the background. I looked up at him at his eyes as he watched intently at whatever was on TV. He noticed me and my heart began to race as his eyes met mine.
     "What are you thinking about?" I asked him.
     "Nothing really, baby." I figured half as much. He wouldn't admit it now but I know he thinks about me as often as I think about him.
     "Why do you love me?" I questioned soon after.
     "What kind of silly question is that baby? What is there not to love about you? You are so beautiful and adorable, with the most beautiful smile and the deepest, darkest, brownest, most beautiful eyes I have ever seen." His reply causing me to blush lightly. "It's true baby. I Love you with every bone in my body and every cell in my skin. My Love is true for you." I hold him tighter in my arms. Not wanting to let go of this moment, I hold on wanting to stay in his arms forever. Willing with all of my strength to never let him go. I'll never let him go. They can try to tear us apart. No. Nothing can tear us apart. No one can tear love apart.

I Love you A.

91. This ones for you...

post #91:

This is the countdown, and here i begin.

91 goes out to my best. The ones who keep me laughing and smiling. The ones I can just look at and laugh and cry and smile. The ones who encourage me and support me.

This one is for Natalie Ann Buller. You've been here forever. You've seen me go through my stages. You've seen me cry and laugh and love. You've inspired me in more ways than one. And you've been beautiful. You never cease to amaze me. even though you've moved away and we only stay in contact through text or fb. I love you girl.

This one is for Adam William Dean Morse. When we first met, I never expected anything of it. You used to always be a passing glance or a slight hello. The more I came to know you, the more I fell in love with your nerdy little self. And the way you made me laugh. no one can make me laugh like you. or smile so big the moment I see you. You'll always be in my <3 Thank you for being there, when I cry, when I laugh. when I'm angry or upset. I Love you Adam. <3

This one is for Tonysha Cherie Hadden. I've never had a bad time with you. and you manage to make me smile on the worst days. I know I can confide in you. and tell you everything. you're the most honest and true person I know. I Love how we have a girl-mance. ;) if I were a guy........I can't even imagine life without you because you are my sunshine. :) I love you babe.

This one is for Amanda Elizabeth Walker. We've been through thick and thin. I love how we can have a huge fight and not talk for two weeks straight and then not even remember what we were fighting for. I can tell you my hopes my dreams my life. I always want to be the person here for you to talk to. We have our agreements and disagreements but thats what I love about you. You are you. I love you like mad.

This one is for Bethany Claire Johnson. My sister. My heart. The thought of you not being in my life brings me to tears just thinking about it. And the thought of you being in my life brings me to tears of happiness. I'm so lucky to have you as a sister. You are adventurous like me. I learned it from you. You are beautiful and don't seem to realize that so many guys want to jump up on that. You've been so protective of me and I of you. and I've never been so proud of you. You claim to be jealous of me. When in reality I envy you so much because I look up to you and you're gorgeous and friendly. I love how we act like kids and giggle when dad gets mad and tells us to shutup. :) I love you forever sis. no matter what. <3

This one is for Allis. My other sis. I love how we can giggle and talk about dramarama! and talk about the future and the past. and laugh about it. I remember when every night before we went to bed we would read Calvin and Hobbes. I always get so excited to see you. you're amazing. and awesome to hang with. I love you sis. :)

This one is for Athena Amoruso. You're so beautiful and amazing big sis!! I'll always miss you're beautiful face and sexy body around ;) I love you so much. and you are the one who has inspired me to pursue cosmetology. Hopefully we can open a salon together it would be a blessing. I love you. <3

This one is for Josh Gonsalez. I truly met you sophomore year. I'd like to think we hit it off instantaneously. You got class and swagg and I love the way you talk. "We always mob to school but today we were cruisin'" You're a smart kid. and You got style. You're such a romantic. maybe we'll be in law siblings someday? jkjk but seriously you're the best. Love ya bro.

This one is for the unmentionables. We used to be the three amigos or something like that. you guys were my closest and I wish people including myself didn't make mistakes like the one I made. I still love ya. and I still miss you.

This one is for my guy friends. The advice was great MK. Justin Jones, You're a handful. Ryan. you make me laugh so hard. Joe. you used to be grumpy. JF. I had a fat crush on you freshman year. but we tight now. JM. You can be sucha dick. but so awesome all in the same. And all the rest of you. you aren't a girl. And you don't start drama. love you guys!

This one is for my parents. You guys are the craziest people I know. Especially you Mom. And dad, you've always lifted me up and made me strong. All those nights you would be gone fighting fires, I was so proud. and You are my true hero. Mom. We've butted heads so many times and never really got along. but we still seem to get by. I know it's hard for me to express how I feel because I have such a hard heart that I've built up so strong to protect myself. I think because you guys taught me to be protective over my mind and body. You guys are great when you aren't grumpy. ily.

This one goes to the rest of you. You guys are the ones who are real and alive. You guys are the ones that are happy. and sad. And fun. And annoying. You guys give me excitement. And I couldn't ask for anything more. I love you.

I love all of you with all of my heart.

Last but not least. this is to all you bitches and skanks that made me stronger. specifically you. the one who I thought was going to be real with me. but ended up dropping me like garbage. As well as you. who lied and and cheated and faked. You broke her heart and now I'm gonna break your balls. If I ever see you around don't be surprised if I you feel a kick to the nads. And you. You who didn't hire me even though I am a diligent worker and have awesome work ethic. And you who broke my heart. you douche. and to few of my teachers. no one can stress me out more than you do.


You guys suck.

90

This is the ninetieth post. :) the countdown begins.