Dirty Shed

For my best friends.

crazygirlsandboys.

something

Wake Up

You're alive.

You are breathing, am I not correct? and when you are not exhaling, you are inhaling. You're alive. You are alive. Now stop pushing yourself down. You will not be a ghost. You are not a worthless thing. You are you. The only one that is the best at being you. You are a pearl. A bright beautiful pearl. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You are Bold! You are constructed Magnificently! and best of all, you are Loved. In fact you are better than you were yesterday. You will never turn to stone. You will always be lovely and delightful in somebody's eyes.

You are a thunderstorm, the hiss of the wind, the boom of thunder, the lightning that lights up the sky. Sometimes in this boring, scheduled life, this Wait-for-friday-night life we all lead. we need something to remind us that nothing is perfect. sometimes not even nature can handle the pressure. Sometimes the sky explodes.

You will Shine. It's okay if you fall. You can just get back up again. Why don't you look up at the sky while you're down there? The Blue sky spreads across above you. Can you see it smiling at you? You are alive.

take a step back and look at yourself. you are human. you are beautiful. you are so beautiful and you can be anything. you can be Everything! Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, or your best friend betrayed you. your father hit you, the kid down the street called you a fag. do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. live your life to it's full potential. Just live dammit. just let go of all the horrible things in your life and effin live. and one day when you are old and haggard. Look back without any regrets. stay positive.

You can do it. You can be that. you can be you. You can live. don't go on wishing for non-existence. even when its rough, make it till the very end. Prove everyone that you made it.

you are good enough.

Even Diamonds start out as coal.

-L

Hakuna matata

Forever, she said.

Lets spend ∞ together.

I'm Here. I love you. You don't care if i need to stay up crying all night long. You'll stay with me.

if you need to call me in the darkness of midnight, go ahead and call, I'm here for you. there is nothing you can ever do that can make me lose my love for you. i will protect you until you die. Even after death i will protect you. I will be stronger than depression. and Braver Than Lonliness. Nothing will ever exhaust me.

♥

You're the apple to my pie.

the straw to my berry

the smoke to my high

The one i wanna marry

smile for once.

smile.

Frigid Evenings.

Flash. I remember, walking on the waters edge. sand beneath my shoes. Heart shaped pebbles picked up. and tossed into the lake.

Flash. Scene change. Jumbled thoughts. Brisk Nights spent beneath a blanket. I listen as your heartbeat pounds excitedly.

Flash. Pictures on a wall. Zoom in. She's smiling. I'm laughing. Funny Faces. Blockbuster. I laugh a Little at the thought. I was so sick that night.

Flash. Ring. Phone rings. the fateful message releasing me and letting me free. although I cry.

Flash. My Heart is battering in my chest. he looks at me. and leans in. Electric kisses. Electric Hearts. Flame ignited within myself.

Flash.

bestfriends. Home. Reunited.

If..

weheartit

everybody. everything.

Winter. Fall. Remain the same. yet always change.
Storms thundering through past the seas past the blue.
As winds fly colder. hearts grow bolder.

Keep your breath up. Hold your head up.
Look up to the sky. Watch the people pass by.
Can't find love. In the corner of your heart.

Remains the same. Fall and Winter games.

dream inside a dream.

I wake up.
Ugh. it's Monday already. it feels like only Friday. I begin my morning duties. Take the dog out to pee. then pee myself. thinking, Why does the dog get to piss before I do? I grab my zebra towel along with my green one. and go to shower. While in the shower, I play out the day, hoping maybe something interesting will happen today. only soon to wake up from my daydream by the constant whine of my puppy, Vinny. Wake up. Get a hold of yourself. I step out greeted, by the joyful whine of Vinny, so very happy to see me, he begins to lick my feet. I Dress and check the weather on my ipod. Make breakfast. the rest is a blur.
I'm at school. Hi people hi friends. Hello my love my oh so adoring and handsome boyfriend so happy to see me. Hello. feeling like something is missing though. Did i forget to pluck my eyebrows? ... yes....did i forget my homework? or my coffee? or my clothes? .. no something is missing. No. Not something. Someone.
The day is half over now. I've been thinking of you all day now. Always the last thing on my mind.
I collapse. on my bed. and fall asleep. only to wake up.

for real this time.
The only good thing.. It's Friday.